I’ve been the fat girl my whole life up until 2010’s summer. I finally got down to what is considered a “healthy weight”. Then the holidays came around and now I’m back to where I started. This time I’m determined to get to my ugw and stay there. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Name: trying to be private so call me E Age: 18 Height: 5’6 HW: 184 LW: 148 CW: 157 148 GW 1: 147 GW 2: 130 GW 3: 120 UGW: 115 UGW (if i’m not satisfied with 115): 110  ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ *Some of my posts might be triggering. I am trying to lose weight any way possible. If you follow me, I will usually follow back if your blog is similar. I take no credit for the photos posted unless stated otherwise.*Tumblr (3.0; @biggirlsmallisland)http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/<p>i weigh 148 again</p> <p>and i still feel gigantic </p> <p>18 years of yo-yoing weight</p> <p>3 years of horrible thoughts in my head whenever i eat something</p> <p>I&#8217;m at my lowest weight and I&#8217;m still nowhere near happy</p>http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/38508454963http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/38508454963Fri, 21 Dec 2012 15:41:53 -1000<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mea0fnuVko1qc6azdo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/37737335557http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/37737335557Tue, 11 Dec 2012 11:49:55 -1000<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/b7bf06735befb9987fd2203b74d9fadf/tumblr_mesz8pn7xY1r0tep9o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/37737325162http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/37737325162Tue, 11 Dec 2012 11:49:46 -1000<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mehbx5C93r1r3gb3zo1_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mehbx5C93r1r3gb3zo2_250.gif"/><br/> <br/>http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/37737310357http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/37737310357Tue, 11 Dec 2012 11:49:35 -1000<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mdibnwY1Wj1qhf4ezo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/35768125241http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/35768125241Thu, 15 Nov 2012 00:46:20 -1000<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxhjhpKzh71r6onooo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/35768044418http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/35768044418Thu, 15 Nov 2012 00:42:26 -1000<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_maedt2V6cP1rdv694o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/31943001737http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/31943001737Thu, 20 Sep 2012 11:48:45 -1000<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mao1yyeqrM1qad2wmo1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/31942982672http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/31942982672Thu, 20 Sep 2012 11:48:27 -1000<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ma4hgo4Ufp1qk5yjho1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/31267060913http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/31267060913Mon, 10 Sep 2012 02:18:59 -1000<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lx7d0yyrvR1qbm8k3o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/31266974768http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/31266974768Mon, 10 Sep 2012 02:15:38 -1000<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m40z9hSCY51r5ifbwo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/31266971785http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/31266971785Mon, 10 Sep 2012 02:15:31 -1000<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9gzwb1CnD1qcmkeso1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/31266966342http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/31266966342Mon, 10 Sep 2012 02:15:18 -1000<p>I&#8217;ve been doing that hot abs workout every day that i can and I&#8217;ve been getting great results! smoking weed definitely helps me last longer when i workout ahaha. but its definitely paying off. and people can tell. :)</p>http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/31266949378http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/31266949378Mon, 10 Sep 2012 02:14:39 -1000<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m2q14ewzNB1qgqdj5o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/30869266579http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/30869266579Tue, 04 Sep 2012 04:14:01 -1000<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9tl6sHFWb1rd0urto1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/30868954922http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/30868954922Tue, 04 Sep 2012 04:04:18 -1000<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m6bzvy4ETZ1rrek62o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/30868898628http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/30868898628Tue, 04 Sep 2012 04:02:32 -1000<p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://dufflebag-of-spraypaint.tumblr.com/post/25666052906/negative-effects-of-smoking-marijuana">dufflebag-of-spraypaint</a>:</p> <blockquote><ol><li>You now have less Marijuana.</li> </ol></blockquote>http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/30868848210http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/30868848210Tue, 04 Sep 2012 04:00:58 -1000<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m1m97dS63d1qzrjtlo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/30868741771http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/30868741771Tue, 04 Sep 2012 03:58:24 -1000<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwvx8bTvHL1r2nd4wo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/><blockquote> <p>“Those of you at home looking for the modified version of a jumping jack, look elsewhere. Not going to give that to you because I know you can handle it. I’ve got 400 pound people that can do jumping jacks, so can you.”</p> </blockquote>http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/30868675458http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/30868675458Tue, 04 Sep 2012 03:56:17 -1000<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9qj9qzLNR1rfsauyo1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/30868591056http://biggirlsmallisland.tumblr.com/post/30868591056Tue, 04 Sep 2012 03:53:34 -1000